I'mma be alright.

Sometimes I get weak.

My words, my actions.

I couldn't act like myself.

Rather be alone, 

than to have someone to notice

and ask me if I'm ok.

Sometimes I wanna give up.

The pain, the hurtfulness.

May take its toll on me,

wanna breakdown and cry.

Sometimes  I hate the truth.

'Cuz it tears me up,

and bleed until I'm numbed.

Making me hard to accept.

I wished for so many things,

but ended up getting hurt.

For being too hopeful.

But then again,

this is the life that challenges me

to become a better individual.

A stronger one.

I may surrender and crawl,

Too burdened for me to stand up.

But I will find the strength.

To kneel, 

and pray to God.

Because I know, 

He's listening,

watching me.

... and I'mma be alright.

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For the love of cooking :9

January 20, 2012

1:20AM

Woke up from my nap and I got hungry but drank wheatgrass instead (-.-'')... Cannot lah!... too late to eat at this hour (T____T)

I thought of making this blog of how I love cooking.  I do love eating and these days, I became more picky of what I'm eating.

☑ No fried food

☑ No pork

☑ More greens and fruits

☑ Wheat crackers/bread

☑ Soy milk and wheatgrass

☑ Chicken - a Mang Inasal fan here! (^____^)v

☑ Fish

☑ Brown rice (Only lunch as much as possible)

☑ Calorie check

☑ ... soon to be added (^^'')> *scratches her head*

The kind of dishes that I always go for:

☑ Japanese

☑ Korean

☑ Chinese

☑ Mediterranean

☑ Greek  

☑ Indian

☑ Thai/Vietnamese/Malaysian

☑ Mexican/Spanish

☑ Italian/French

Not so much on Filipino dishes but I do have some favorites (^^).

Yes, I do love cooking.  And most of my dishes are prepared with different kinds of herbs and spices.  Simply because it makes the dish smells aromatic, and tasty too.  The dish that really took time to prepare is the Indian dish.. well so far because I have tried making a chicken mahkani from scratch and it took almost an hour!  And yes, even the naan bread or roti. It's all for the love of cooking ;)

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Another year... another adventure.

January 18, 2012

Wednesday, 03:22PM

I'm officially one year older on this very day... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! (^______^)v Osu.  I can feel it.. that this is going to be a freakin' awesome year for me.. so 2012.. brace yourself 'cuz here I come!!!

First off, I would like to thank each and every one of you who greeted me today.  I feel so LOVED!!! <3 

Second.  I got my goal this year.. is to lose more weight, stay and eat healthy, and get as fit as Shakira or Beyonce... oh!!!...walang kokontra!!! Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE (^^)v  I got this 3-month challenge with my gym mates in preparation for our R.A.G.E out of town party... Yebbbaaaa!!!!!  Gotta make it happen so lezzzz go!!!!!

Third.  Yes, I am still single and I do miss being in love but I am enjoying my life and everything that I have - my family, my extended family (Enriquez and Belmonte), my friends, and my best friends!  I can never live without them so, thank you.

Cheerios!!!!

Have a good day.

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Thank you, 2011... LET'S GO, 2012!!!

2011.  

A year of trials, difficulties, happiness and blessings for me.  As I was reflecting about my life this year, a lot of good and bad things revolved around me.  But no matter what, I took it as a blessing and be thankful that it happened.  I had more heartaches for the first few months and as the time passes, I wanted to get closer to God and kept praying to be strong and asked for strength to carry on.  And yes, He has given me so much surprises in life as the months passed by.  I encountered new friends, discovered my love for dancing for street hip-hop and zumba, got two beautiful nieces that I totally love to be and to spend time with... and yes, my life has gotten better :)

These are the things that I am THANKFUL and BLESSED with:

30.

Turned 30 and single and ready to mingle.  Thankful that I got my family and friends who are there for me, loving me till the end.  I do miss being in love and having someone to be with but hey... time will come.  I know He will surprise me with better gift for me to CLAIM! :)

DreamTeam R.A.G.E

You guys are AWESOME!!!  Because of you guys, you made my year memorable. The love for dance, and music.  And yes TRAVELLING!!!  Let's all travel more for 2012! Thank you :)

The Feast Alabang

May 01, 2011, I joined the Feast Alabang because of Anica.  Few months back, I was down and heart broken.  And she suggested me to join the feast where I could get closer to God once again.  This day was very memorable for me because God did surprise me that day and until now I could just smile remembering the first time I met someone in person... you know who you are ;)

My loving family...

Yes, most importantly, family comes first.  I am lucky and blessed that I got such a loving and supportive family who are always there for me.  Now Prince, you've been a good dad and a teacher.  I'm very proud of you.  Madelle, you are such a wonderful mom to Maia and Bella and soon.. Matteo :) Your family is awesome! :)  I'm lucky to be part of your family and I am truly blessed and happy! Thank you all.

Last but not least, mama and papa.  This year has been quite a rough year for me and thank you for being there always... for loving me all the way even though I'm so damn hard headed hahahaha :))) Love you both! With all my heart.  You've always been my best friend, my teacher, my lover, and my mentor.

Happy New Year, Happy 2012!  

Cheerios!!!!

LET'S DO THIS!!!!!

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All I want for Christmas is....

... is to spend more time with my two little angels, Maia and Bella.

A time with my brother and family, 

which I am lucky and blessed to have them in my life.

How I wish my parents are here to celebrate,

but I know time will come,

and we will all be complete.

... an iPad2.. YES!!! I shall own you very soon!

Imma bring you anywhere, anytime whenever I want. 

Facebooking.

Tweeting.

Blogging (well not so much buh yah...).

Youtubing.

.... and some random stuffs.

... Ok I know this sounds too much... a BOYFRIEND.

He got to be ruggedly handsome. fit. a foreigner. Rawr.

I do miss the feeling of being in love,

having someone to be with, 

and yes...sharing the L-O-V-E!!!!... *heart*

The end.

Merry Christmas (^____^)v

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