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Friday, September 16, 2011

Thoughts...

It's 7:07a.m. and I'm up.  
Getting ready for work.  
Drive my way out from home and preparing to beat the freakin' traffic along Bicutan -> Magallanes -> Makati. 

Ahhh, what a lovely morning :P

I've been thinking about a lot of things.  May it be family, friends, work, traveling, meeting new friends, boys... and girls...just about anything that pops into my mind. And yes, I've been asking myself with so many questions yet so few answers... or worse, unanswered.  But despite of everything, I just smile.  And pray that everything's going to be ok.  I know that God is putting me to test and there's always pain and pleasure as I go along.  When there's pleasure, I'm thankful.  When there's pain, I'm thankful.  I always keep this in mind that everything happens for a reason and be thankful no matter how crappy things can turn out.  It hurts, but hey, I know something better will come out from it.  Just have to pray.

Am I happy with my life now?  Of course I am, even though there are some things in life that didn't go the way I planned.  And that upsets me big time but I got to follow the flow.  Not everything goes as planned.  Things do come on the way and I accept those changes, good or bad.  That's life, got to embrace and live on it.

Am I thankful with my life now? Oh definitely.  I have a loving family.  I have my great friends and best friends who I can be there and them being there for me too.   Without them, I am nothing. Yes naman.. hahaha ;)  I have friends who love me, and of course I have friends who hate me.  For those people who love me, I love you all.  For those people who hate me, I love you all too.   Any one who entered my life, I am blessed and thankful to have them.  I learn from these people - their personalities, attitudes, everything.   Some would give me positive vibes, as well as the negative vibes.  Some would say good things about me, and some bad things.  I don't mind being talked about.  Every one has their own thoughts and opinions.  As long as I live my life to the fullest, that's all it matters.

Am I contented with my life now?  Well, not totally.  I do want to pursue some goals in life.  
FIRST... where is Mr. Right?... oh wait, Mr. Wonderful? A song that I like from Chelo's album. You guys should grab her album. The songs are deliciously good ;) Hahaha! But yes,  I am still looking for that "Mr. Wonderful" in my life ;) 

SECOND... master Mandarin in Taiwan.  I'm more on speaking than on writing and reading.  That's why I want to study again. 

THIRD... to make a living else where and start a family.  That has been my dream ever since when I was a kid.  I've been wanting to visit the states and start my life there.  Now, more options - Taiwan, China, Singapore, or Japan.  

FOURTH... study more foreign languages.  I'm targeting Korean :) Seriously, there are so many Koreans here in Manila!  Nice people and their dishes are my favorite! 

FIFTH... isip pa ko. hahaha :) 

So much of my thoughts for today.

Anyway, gotta jet!

Peace out.

Live, love, and enjoy.

Cheerios y'all~

4 comments:

  1. M, you should make a Top 10 list before turning 30. I have my own list as well! I'll share it with you when I get there! - Tré

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  2. @YourTreyness:

    Hey that would be awesome! :) Thanks dear ;)

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  3. Girl, you are awesome and I love you. After what happened to me recently, people have been throwing this line at me and I figured, it's prolly because it's true... so here you go:

    "The Best is yet to come."

    Just Pray. Just Love. Just Trust. Have Faith. Believe <3

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  4. @Silken Backpack: Aww thanks hon ;) Mwahz! Sometimes you're crazy, but I love you too ;)

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