Numbed...

October 28, 2011
17:07PM

Numbed.

Can't feel anything that touches my fingertips...
This cold feeling that brushes through my skin.
Felt like my whole system is shutting down.

My  mind's aching from thinking too much...
Such a heavy feeling.
Thoughts has been running around and around....
Until I feel so numbed and don't know what to think
but to gaze myself in space.... just... blank.

Does it get any easier?
Inhale... exhale...
Closing my eyes...
Praying... and heard a voice...
"Things will get better, I promise you... patience..."

Looks up at the dark sky
Feeling the warm breeze against my face,
as if He was touching my face....
letting me know that He is always there...
Watching me...

I'm not alone....
And soon.. I shall not be numbed again.


I will live my life.