Thank you, 2011... LET'S GO, 2012!!!

2011.  

A year of trials, difficulties, happiness and blessings for me.  As I was reflecting about my life this year, a lot of good and bad things revolved around me.  But no matter what, I took it as a blessing and be thankful that it happened.  I had more heartaches for the first few months and as the time passes, I wanted to get closer to God and kept praying to be strong and asked for strength to carry on.  And yes, He has given me so much surprises in life as the months passed by.  I encountered new friends, discovered my love for dancing for street hip-hop and zumba, got two beautiful nieces that I totally love to be and to spend time with... and yes, my life has gotten better :)

These are the things that I am THANKFUL and BLESSED with:

30.

Turned 30 and single and ready to mingle.  Thankful that I got my family and friends who are there for me, loving me till the end.  I do miss being in love and having someone to be with but hey... time will come.  I know He will surprise me with better gift for me to CLAIM! :)

DreamTeam R.A.G.E

You guys are AWESOME!!!  Because of you guys, you made my year memorable. The love for dance, and music.  And yes TRAVELLING!!!  Let's all travel more for 2012! Thank you :)

The Feast Alabang

May 01, 2011, I joined the Feast Alabang because of Anica.  Few months back, I was down and heart broken.  And she suggested me to join the feast where I could get closer to God once again.  This day was very memorable for me because God did surprise me that day and until now I could just smile remembering the first time I met someone in person... you know who you are ;)

My loving family...

Yes, most importantly, family comes first.  I am lucky and blessed that I got such a loving and supportive family who are always there for me.  Now Prince, you've been a good dad and a teacher.  I'm very proud of you.  Madelle, you are such a wonderful mom to Maia and Bella and soon.. Matteo :) Your family is awesome! :)  I'm lucky to be part of your family and I am truly blessed and happy! Thank you all.

Last but not least, mama and papa.  This year has been quite a rough year for me and thank you for being there always... for loving me all the way even though I'm so damn hard headed hahahaha :))) Love you both! With all my heart.  You've always been my best friend, my teacher, my lover, and my mentor.

Happy New Year, Happy 2012!  

Cheerios!!!!

LET'S DO THIS!!!!!

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All I want for Christmas is....

... is to spend more time with my two little angels, Maia and Bella.

A time with my brother and family, 

which I am lucky and blessed to have them in my life.

How I wish my parents are here to celebrate,

but I know time will come,

and we will all be complete.

... an iPad2.. YES!!! I shall own you very soon!

Imma bring you anywhere, anytime whenever I want. 

Facebooking.

Tweeting.

Blogging (well not so much buh yah...).

Youtubing.

.... and some random stuffs.

... Ok I know this sounds too much... a BOYFRIEND.

He got to be ruggedly handsome. fit. a foreigner. Rawr.

I do miss the feeling of being in love,

having someone to be with, 

and yes...sharing the L-O-V-E!!!!... *heart*

The end.

Merry Christmas (^____^)v

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Numbed...

October 28, 2011
17:07PM

Numbed.

Can't feel anything that touches my fingertips...
This cold feeling that brushes through my skin.
Felt like my whole system is shutting down.

My  mind's aching from thinking too much...
Such a heavy feeling.
Thoughts has been running around and around....
Until I feel so numbed and don't know what to think
but to gaze myself in space.... just... blank.

Does it get any easier?
Inhale... exhale...
Closing my eyes...
Praying... and heard a voice...
"Things will get better, I promise you... patience..."

Looks up at the dark sky
Feeling the warm breeze against my face,
as if He was touching my face....
letting me know that He is always there...
Watching me...

I'm not alone....
And soon.. I shall not be numbed again.


I will live my life.

This is the end of my story... Let the new chapter begin!

October 26, 2011
11:51PM

Hello there.

Yup I'm still up this late.  And I've been thinking a lot today despite the fact that I was sick earlier but now I'm absolutely well :)

Anyway, I know I screwed up with so many things in my life and I ended up getting hurt.  I never wanted that or even signed up for that kind of life.  So I made a checklist to myself:

- Love yourself -
You gotta love yourself before you love others.  If you don't, you'll forget yourself.

- Stop being too nice-
When I do, people would take advantage of me or they would use me. Nope, gotta be smart!

- Guard your heart -
Ok this is a tough cookie hahaha! Don't surrender too easily.

- Choose the right thing -
I always... ALWAYS ended up choosing the wrong thing and decision in my life and end up hurting myself.  But now, I gotta learn to choose the right thing and it's for the best.. even though it's gonna be painful but I believe that things will get better in the end.  It's tough, but I can do it.  I know that God will watch my back and guide me through ;)

- Enjoy life to the fullest -
Uh huh... that's right! *snap snap SNAP!!!!*

- Be strong and move on -
I know I can do this... it'll take time. Step by step.  Never back down again.

- Embrace the changes in your life -
Good or bad, gotta accept it and you will be a better person :)

- Love -
Seriously, I need to date again!  Let love find you... patience.. dearest Miyako... PATIENCE.. *claps her fists*... *uneasiness*..... *tapping her feet*... DOH!!!!! (>.<'')

I did encounter so many great things in my life this 2011 :) And I am blessed that they became part of my life.  Always be thankful. Remember, I love you all.

This is the end of my story... Let the new chapter begin!

Good night, everyone.... :)

The Prince of FUNK!!! ♬ ♫ ♪ ılıll|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|̲̅̅=̲̅̅|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|llılı ♪ ♫ ♬

October 18, 2011

-10:01AM-

People admire you for your love, dedication, and confidence.

Remember that God's got your back, through good and bad times.

I'm always here for you.

Never give up on your dreams.

Crazy as always, you still rock each and every one of us.

Eat, love, and pray always.

Damn bro, a daddy of two lovely princesses and now one more on the way! PHoooo!!!! (Hard Gay way)! And yes, a loving husband to your wife Madelle (YESSS naman!).

Anyways, I'm very proud of you, Prince.  You've grown so much and you inspire people in so many ways: through your dance, your words, your confidence, your love for God and family...   Keep it that way and you will be so successful! And I believe that you will be more than that in the future.  KEEP IT UP!... KEEP THE FAITH!

I love you with all my heart, my bro!  You are the only Prince in our lives!

Happy birthday, bro!  Keep on funkin'!

Your sis,

Miyako

Time has flown so fast... :)

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